To Santana High School Monday morning -- the sun had to blink while "pop" 30 times sounded and screams and in that short time... the world went dark. Monday night -- the moon wept. Tuesday -- Crews cleaned up the shooting scene and taped over bullet holes in the walls. Late Tuesday night -- authorities allowed students and their parents to retrieve their belongings from campus and look around, in hopes they could begin to come to grips with Monday's events. Some students weren't ready to return. "I don't feel safe anymore," said senior Nicole LePage, 18, who with a friend taped a poster to the school's front door.